expect the unexpected

after a good start on 1st month, and with all hurt n pain after that till now, i`m had it enough..
i could be such a good friend but in return i need someone who could also be there for me,
give me a shoulder to cry on, up me when i`m down but it seem hard for the person who called himself my friends.
Now is time for me to move on, no matter how u need me now, i know there is another person who could give u all the support that u need.. u never appreciate our relationship as i do.. some people will say yes and some people will say no, so what? there is plenty of other people that could be a good friend for me...
now i take another perspective, u do like me, so i go to next person who will accept me as i am, n will appreciate me as i appreciate them..
thnx for every moment we spend together, although there is a lot of wrong than right..and i know there is time u lied to me...
as i told u before i hate people lie to me and i`ll know when people lied to me, but it`s ok..
its mean that you never sincere, n should not trust u from beginning...
but i already expect that no matter how good are our relationship on the start, no matter how many "sayang", "rindu" it`s still not enough to keep it longer than 3 month. although u ever said that u dun want to loose me, but it`s seem that u are purposely wanna stay away from me as i want it in the first place..thanx a lot...but now
it`s time to said good bye..

i know i could be happier with or without u...